I alluded to another reason for the blog, accountability. Why the need for extra accountability? Well after dithering and angsting for a decade I've finally booked myself in for a breast reduction!
It's long over-due. I get back ache. I have dints in my shoulders. Scars from underwires. I can't dress the way I'd like (I dress for the boobs and their minimisation). They get in the way when I sleep, they either suffocate me or force my back into a weird c shape. They are a serious hamper to exercise. And I currently work with year 4 (8-9 yo) and their extreme size means that every time a child tries to hug me they're at boob height (cue lots of side hugs, seriously they should warn you when you start training!).
Any way these problems have an expiration date, July 17th to be exact. And the less I weigh/closer to a healthy bmi I can get the better. I'll be going the smallest I can go, DD, which is still generous but 6 sizes smaller :D